"I think he went 2 Barhain 4 six months over by Iraq."
Thats the last message I got from one of Jasons friends that used to work with him. I keep on rereading it over and over again. I can't stop reading it! I can't breathe and my chest feels SUPER heavy! I can't stop shaking and I have goosebumps all over! I'm so pissed at him, but yet I'm so proud of him! I wish that he wouldv'e told me if he did, but then I'm thinking back to when him and I last talked and he sent me his picture from his friends phone, that that was another sign (along with all the nightmares I've been having.) Ow, my chest really hurts! All I know is that if I don't see Jason come online later this week or next month, I KNOW that what his friend is saying, is true. He's never gone this long without coming online. Please keep Jason and I in your prayers and I will do the same for each and every one of you. If anyone has any words of encouragement for me, right about now would be great. Thanks! I love you all! Together we are strong!
That was the post that I put on my MySpace. I REALLY need your help on this one girls! Jason is my everything and I won't be happy until he comes back home. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART! Please help me and send me some strength to help me get through this FIRST deployment together and keep us in your prayers.